12.19.2011

My Insecurities & B e a u t i f u l Words

  My husband writes a vision letter on how 2012 will look like by the end of the year. He writes about how his spirituality, business, physical body, social life, finances, family, his 3 daughters, and I (us) will be like by the end of 2012. This is his second year writing a vision letter, and I just had to share what he wrote about me!! It also plays in with my insecurities that I have been... I guess... dealing with? well... first off... here is the B E A U T I F U L letter he wrote about me (us).

Your relationship with your wife has been amazing! Like all marriage's there has been ups and downs, but you are so blessed to have her in your life! She understands you, respects you, appreciates you, believes in you and stands by you 100% all the time. You have been able to keep growing each year only because of her. Olga is such a great mother with handling our 3 daughters. She is able to take care of them, keep the house clean, have food on the table for us, laundry done (which she slips a little on that, but I have seen an improvement this year) and take care of me. What a super woman! I could not have asked for a better women! I am so glad she is by my side experiencing this journey together! We have been able to implement 1 date night minimum a month and at least 1 quality time together every week! We are still madly in love with each other and those few weekend getaways to Lake Tahoe alone have been great and much needed. I could not be moving forward in life if Olga was not by my side, praise God she is, and I cant wait for our lives to be 20 years in advance when we have built our empire and we are traveling all over the world together and spending all the more quality time together!





This letter is just what I love to hear from my husband!! I love these beautiful words!!! I love to hear that I am still loved by this man who I am so deeply in love with and could not imagine my life without him! While I was reading Ray's vision letter about me, I was surly on cloud 9, but you know, Satan tries to steer my thoughts in the wrong direction.

As you were reading this letter you seen it has my name on it, right? but, Ray's original version did not, it just had "she." The thoughts that come to my head were surly from Satan himself! these were the thoughts... Ray is not talking about you, he wishes it was someone else... that's why he doesn't write your name on it. Yeah... stupid, I know! Of course he is talking about me!! I am his wife and we have the most amazing beautiful little girls together... and... we. are. madly. in. love. with. each. other.


Satan tries to fill my head with lies! He wants to take my joy away! Satan also attacks me in my dreams. I have nightmares, often,  about Ray leaving me and that he no longer loves me and he wants to be with someone else. Satan is a BIG fat liar and this is his only way he is able to attack me, through my dreams and thoughts. He knows I am insecure about myself physically and mentally, so this is where he tries to take hold of me to believe his lies! Like I said, and will say it again, Satan is a liar! of course he wants me to believe these things, he wants what God brought together to be separated, he wants marriages to fail, he wants to see people unhappy and turn away from God. BUT, the voice of truth tells me a different story! The voice of truth says do not believe these lies! The voice of truth says, Ray and I are a power couple, and Satan knows it!! He knows that God has set Big plans for Ray and I,  All for the glory of God!!! He knows I am weak in this area and that's where he attacks. This area of insecurity about myself I will give it to Jesus! God will surly turn it around! So, I choose to believe the truth!! God NEVER lies, God is not a liar, He can not lie!! Our God, Jesus Christ, wants us to live an extraordinary life in him!!! So, ladies, do not believe the lies that come into your head! We are wonderfully made, and God wants us to live EXTRAORDINARY!

~NUMBERS 23: 19 God is not a man, so he does not lie. He is not human, so he does not change his mind. Has he ever spoken and failed to act? Has he ever promised and not carried it through?

~JEREMIAH 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

~PSALM 139: 14 I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, And my soul knows it very well.




13 comments:

  1. This is a lovely post Olga. What you have is a beautiful thing. In both your family, your marriage, and your faith. Don't ever lose sight of that girl. Continue pushing Satan away and looking to the light :)

    xoxo,
    Noelani

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  2. So true! So beautiful!! Yes push away lies ! And remember the Lord has cover come!! Love the letter! Wow sis:))

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  3. Beautiful words! Thank you for sharing!
    It seems like you and your husband have an amazing relationship. With great communication! You are a stunning wife!

    I like that you touch base on the way the enemy seeps into our thoughts and tries to make us believe his lies. I struggle with this often from a previous relationship my husband had before we were together. It's ALL lies from the enemy and one of my biggest battles.

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  4. This is a beautiful thing... Look at how much you love each other. Praise the Lord for couples that stand strong in their marriage and rise up above any insecurities and lies that Satan tries to pour onto them.
    Love all the pictures - your love pours out of them. And what a great thing for Ray to write. I just love it!

    Love you guys!

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  5. Love!!!

    That is a gorgeous letter Ray wrote to you. I'm so happy that he takes the time to write these vision letters to himself. They are such a blessing for your family and will be awesome to look back on.

    I’m also so proud of you for noticing these attacks and noticing these things! After being close friends and sisters in Christ for over two years now.. here are the truths that I know about you:
    1. You are beautifully and wonderfully made. Perfect in God’s image….HE MADE YOU PERFECT.
    2. Ray loves you with all of his heart and soul
    3. You are the best wife and mother
    4. You are a wonderful friend and confidant
    5. God has beautiful plans for you and your family. You and Ray are strong in your faith and God will use you guys for wonderful things.
    I can’t wait to see you and Ray grow old together!

    I love you!

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  6. awww Olga....you are such a blessed woman and Ray is so blessed to have you as his wonderful wife!!! It is absolutely beautiful how he see's you and appreciates you. You two are a beautiful couple and your girls have a great fondation with you both as parents and as a team!!! I love your little family! <3

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  7. You are beautiful. And you are a beautiful, strong couple! : )

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  8. this is absolutely breathtaking. i admire his honesty, love and respect he has for you. doing these letters is a great idea, i think we may implement this for our lives as well!

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  9. Satan's native tongue is a lying tongue so you can be sure he is not telling one single truth..EVER! This is an awesome post and I can always tell in your pictures how much you and your hubby adore each other...very cool!!!

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  10. all i have to say is so true and pure the love you guys have for each other and girl i wish we leaved closer cause we would totally have amazing double dates our honeys are the same. I also have horrible dreams like that about my husband and they feel so true. But when i wake up the morning and gives me a kiss on forehead and says i love you before he goes to work it reminds how lucky i am to have him and have a god that has given me such amazing husband to share the rest of eternity with. thank you so much for sharing and making me feel like im not the only person having scary dreams like that!!! xo

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  11. It is just like Satan to try and get a foot hold in something that is God ordained and good. You just keep rebuking those thoughts because obviously that man of yours is head over heals with his woman.

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  12. How sweet and what a blessing to have a wonderful husband!

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  13. This is a beautifully written post! God Bless you and your family this holiday!

    Ashley - www.itsrusticliving.blogspot.com

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